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about sums up how I am feeling today. Got some news last week, and although it was not a huge surprise, somehow, I am having trouble with it. Just when I think I am doing well, I get a reality check and start to second guess my stability. For the most part, I am over it, but every once in a while a thought sneaks into my mind, whether it be a dream, or something else that stirs up what is long gone. Yesterday I went and sat at a friend's place and while Evan swam like a fish, I baked like a beer-butt basted chicken. Had sunscreen on to boot. So I am off to soothe the savage burn with Aloe Vera, I hope you all have a wonderful week!